Hello there, and thank you for your interest!
I'm no longer posting anything on this blog, but you will find some new-ish posts on my other website blog, Living from Love. The topics of the last two entries are 'Human and Divine', and 'True Calm'. Enjoy!

Dear all,

This image was taken in 2018 at a makeshift refugee camp in a warehouse in Tijuana, Mexico. At the time, it was shocking to many that a border could be closed to shut out people wanting to seek refuge. As 2020 draws to a close, closed borders are the new normal, and it is not just refugees who no longer can move freely across borders, it is all of us. As I am writing this, I am on day 11 of a 14-day very strict quarantine. I am limited in my movement because I traveled to Germany for three weeks because my father had passed suddenly and I wanted to be with my very elderly mother at this time of shock, grief, and transition.

Our human reality is not always light-filled and merry, and at no time is this more obvious than at Christmas. At no other time of the year is the contrast between darkness and light more present (in the Northern hemisphere). The outer darkness of long nights resonates with and may even deepen the dark feelings we may feel inside. Pain and suffering can feel very inescapable at this time.

And yet, the magic and mystery of the indelible human spirit shine even then. Children will decorate a christmas tree in a warehouse shelter, a friend or kind neighbor may drop a present at our doorstep or say something that touches the heart, there may be a sense of being held or of some presence or light even at the darkest of moments. We may feel moved to reach out with kindness to others who are steeped in inner or outer darkness.

The reality of the human journey is marked by both darkness and light. The good news is that we are all on our way to discovering, ever deeper, ever more fully, and in ever new ways, the truth of our being, which is beyond darkness and light, but shines through us as light and love.

May you find that light, that love, in yourself, in others, and in all things.
May that be your sacred Christmas gift to yourself.

In love and gratitude,
grace

PS: If you're having a hard time over the holidays (or any time) you may find heart meditation a good resource. You will find two guided heart meditations on the bottom of the meditation page, and you're welcome to join us for the next online meditation retreat on Saturday 9 January 2021.

Season's greetings to you! Whatever holiday you celebrate at this time of the year -- Christmas, Chanukkah, Diwali, Winter Solstice -- in the Northern hemisphere, with it being immersed in the darkest period of the year, it is bound to be an invocation and celebration of light. So my wish and prayer for you, wherever you are, is that you may find and remember the light that you are, and that the peace of this remembrance may be with you always. And may you find a way of spending the holidays that is meaningful and truthful for you.

As for the next meditation retreat day in Montreal, it will happen some time in January or early February. I will send a doodle for finding a date soon. I also had an inquiry after the last retreat day in early December whether I would consider doing a meditation retreat over a whole weekend. Would you be interested in that? If so, please let me know by commenting on this blog.

I hope that you'll find time during the holidays to be quiet. The holidays can be so busy, outwardly with activities and inwardly with thoughts and emotions being triggered. Meditation/quiet time will give you a break and be an occasion for remembrance.

With love and blessings for 2019,
grace

Depression is such a powerful state of emptiness and darkness that most people instinctively want nothing to do with it. Even just researching images for this blog post, I felt a gut tendency in myself to want to steer clear of this energy, to take a distance. This is true even when we are the ones who are depressed: we want to be rid of it, get away from it, or fix it somehow. In addition to the depression itself, there often arise shame about being depressed, self-blame about not being able to extricate ourselves from it, and fear about it continuing and/or coming back in the future. No wonder, then, that the use of anti-depressants is ever on the rise, as they promise a medical fix to the problem, so we don't have to deal with it any longer.

This blog is an invitation to breathe and really look. If you don't follow the impulse to turn away, can you simply be with the energy that is expressed in the above photo? Can you notice what arises and stay with the image anyway: the fear of being pulled down or somehow being 'contaminated' by it, the repulsion, the blame? Can you simply look, neutrally, without any concept of what this is, why it's happening, and what needs to be done about it? Can you simply be with it? Can you open your heart to what you see? Can you see with your heart? What happens as you take your time, breathing, looking, being with this energy of depression, being with the man who is suffering with it?

There's nothing like being back to a full-scale snowstorm and writing about one's trip to sunny and warm India! This photo is one of the most 'tourist-y' ones I have of my trip. Plenty of surprises in India, among them the fact that the charger didn't work for the digital camera I had borrowed, so I have no photos of my own. This photo was taken after I had 'taken a dip' in the Ganges, as Indians call it, referring to submersing oneself three times in the river so as to let it wash away all conditioning and karmic traces that obscure the light of our true nature. Fully dressed, in the case of women, in order to respect Indian custom. This was just one of many adventures -- most of them were more inner, though, such as going to see a number of spiritual teachers.

Another one of my adventures was that I was able to share one of my chants with Mooji, one of the more well-known satsang teachers there, and his community, as you can see below:

What is it that has us all smiling at the end of a meditation evening, as in this photo taken earlier this summer? There is a mysterious synergy that happens when people come together to meditate. Somehow we all benefit from everybody else's mental focus and willingness to be here with whatever shows up in the simplicity of the inner space that opens up in meditation. It's not a space that we create, it's a space that we return back to from our forays into the endlessly busy world of perceiving, doing and thinking. This inner space is always there, inviting us into its stillness, simplicity, and beauty if only we take a moment to stop all outer and inner activity. You can do so by yourself, just by taking a few minutes, or a longer stretch of time, to sit, to breathe, to be still.

NEWS FROM THE LATEST MONTREAL AREA NEWSLETTER

1  Sharing Awakening
Two weeks ago, Miriana, a woman who lives in Montreal, connected up with me. She had had an awakening earlier this year, but had not told anybody except her family. When awakening happens that powerfully, the energy transmits itself through the person and is a blessing and an invitation for all who come into contact with it. So I asked her whether she would be willing to share her experience and answer questions by people who are interested or feel called to be in her presence. This meeting will happen next Thursday evening, June 16, at 7 pm, in the office on 1533 Van Horne. You'll find the details HERE.

2  Meetings in Presence
It's interesting how many strands converge sometimes, to create a new movement into a new direction. It had become very clear to me recently that I was getting ready to offer events in Montreal that are a more direct invitation into Presence, or Being, than the meditation evenings. And 'coincidentally', I had been approached by a number of people who had found me through my online activities, asking whether I was offering anything in that direction in Montreal. This morning in meditation, the more concrete shape of this offering became clear: Meetings in Presence. No date is set yet for the first one, but I wanted to announce them as it's an exciting new direction that's opened up. Please get in touch if these would be of interest to you! 

3  Meditation evenings and retreat days

These are ongoing, the meditation evenings every two weeks, the retreat days about once a month. I love inviting people to drop into being, through meditation and chanting. Check the Montreal Meditation meetup group for details. The next meditation retreat day will be on Saturday, 9 July 2016, 10 am to 3 pm. More details HERE.

In this blog, I wrote about a session with a client, Clare, whose son was having a lot of trouble at school. When I posted it, decisions hadn't been taken yet, and the outcome of the story was open.
Somebody wrote back to me about the blog and wanted to know what happened... and today, Clare sent me this photo of one of her son's doodles. He now thrives with being schooled at home. Happy heart ending!
You can scroll down to find the blog (just below the previous one), or click HERE to read it.